I think we all know that I haven't been very active lately.
After finding a new way to make vectors, all I've really accomplished is making a new vector of Ebon. But sadly, although I enjoy vectoring... I just don't have the energy for it anymore these days.
I try to work as precise as I can be when I'm working on my vectors, and so it takes me quite a bit of time, focus and concentration to get it just the way I want it. But time is a luxury I no longer have outside of the weekends (I'm only able to write this right now because I'm sick at home), and focus and concentration are things that I'm simpily too tired to muster after working for 40 hours. And although I have started with working on the next vector (KydoseXRarity's request
), I can just never get myself to continue with it. All I really want to do during the weekends is relax, get enough rest, and gain back my strength for the next week. This is something I can't do if I have to use up so much focus and concentration on my vectors.
By now, you've probably already realised where this is heading. To my regret, I have decided to indefinitely postphone any and all work on my vectors, and to drop all current requests.
I might still finish KydoseXRarity's vector if I can muster the will and energy for it, but considering how much work is left to be done on that vector, I'm afraid it will be unlikely.
I sincerely apolagise for everybody in the request queue, as well as anybody else who might have been wanting a vector from me for a very long time. I might return to vectoring some day, but in that case I will no longer be taking free request from other users. While it was a noble endeavour that I tried my best to strive for, I'm sadly just not capable of bearing the pressure anymore. I hope you can forgive me for that.
See you next time,